Feel like writing down something

Now it's the darkest of the night, right before dawn.
I shall always remember this feeling. Lost and frustrated.
Don't know when and where will I land at my first job.
My dearly beloved Prof. just rejected my paper, so I have to start from scratch and writing another paper and get it published and then get graduated.
I still have one Math class, an English class, and yet a Discussion Panel to go to get enough credit to get graduated.
I can't fall asleep till 4 in the morning last night. Just turning around and yet around in my sleeping bag trying to figure out what to do.
What the hell. Just get focus and get all the stuff done. And good luck for myself for tomorrow's interview. Well, feeling itchy in my eyes. Bed time. Babe!

Same time last year

I was on a welcome party with a group of people that I barely know.
I wish that same time next year I could be engaged in something that I can't almost remember this moment now.